Since I have been pretty much lying around in the evenings due to sciatica I decided to go into more detail about my life… I know not a lot of people are to interested in it. But I need to write it all out for my family..
You all are welcome to read it, however I just want you to remember that anything that we did I will not put into too much detail.. But some things don’t go away. Remeber Anthony and I have repented of our sins, and no longer carry some of the burdens.
Why right than?
I don’t want my kids to say. Hay mom you did it and we turned out fine, why can’t I…
Basically because it wasn’t fine.. There was a lot of heart ache, a lot of pain and suffering. Not only for my sins, but from others.. I always wanted to write a “tell all book”. But now I am just going to write a tell most of the all blog…
I had a young women come up to me a few Sundays ago and say.. I didn’t know you and Anthony where high school sweet hearts. That is so cool… I am so in love with my boyfriend right now, and I totally want to marry him…
She kinda through me for a loop, because I didn’t see it coming… But for her, and girls like her I want to make it clear.. It isn’t easy!
Now, I did/ do know a couple that dated in high school and had the same LDS standards and it turned out GREAT for them.. But that is what everyone has to remember.. You must have Standards!
Anyways, if you are interested in reading this… I’ll give you a hint. It is in my side bar..
But If you do decided to read it, I am writing things coming from my heart. So I DO NOT want anyone to judge me, or put any mean comments, or anything else.. This really is WHO I was, and How I became Who I am now…
I love my husband more than anything in the world… It’s hard to remember things from our pasts, but we have both repented and are NOT the same people! So Love him just the same! Unless you have gone through the experiences that we have/had gone through growing up it is in no way you business to judge….
Just think of it like a good book… Some of the stuff comes right out of my journals, so I do talk like a teenager in some of the posts.
Anyways.. That is what I am working on right now.
